My social life is dying

Yes guys, as you heard, my social life is in danger.

I started class like two weeks ago (remember, each one of my class periods last about 12 weeks) That means that there are almost 10 more weeks of just chating and checking social networks from my ipad or my cellphone...

This is kind of stressing because i´m taking more signatures this time. I´m seeing physics, maths, politic and language. As something strange in my country, the freaking teacher are in sort of strike (normal subjects like highest payment and that.

I have to read a lot, and i´m studying almost everyday. The good news, is that i´m doing better, i´m making a really better job studying and maybe my scores will be better.

I need to study more physics :s... i haven´t solved enough problems for being sure that i have domain on that signature. Maths by other side are being a sweetheart with me. Is an easiest signature this time. Politic is disgusting as always, i really hate politic topics and social signatures. And language is crazy, i mean, i have to read poems and another artistical texts... That´s weird.

In other areas of my life i experimente by first time in my life how does it feel to cry for someone... I never did that before. And i´m pretty sure that it was an absolute nonsense. If you let me tell you an advice , try to dont suffer if your couple does not answer fast a text message

The past week he told me that he got me a present from her last travel to Huston. We were happy and living into the "belle vie".

Then we were texting each other the wednesday, and hat was weird cos, i wrote him and he didn´t answered. I felt like my heart was broken, that he was mad with me, that he didn´t wanted to talk to me a lot of stupid stuffs. Even that afternoon i was crying in my house.

Then he answered me latter, i felt like oh my god am i stupid or what?...

So maybe those are the bad stuffs about being in love. I suffered and then i realize that i was being so dramatic. Seriously, that was like a slap on my face when he answered me the text message. I was so unmature and childish... i´m not gonna tell him this never.

And well, i other topics, for making me feel more dumbass, my cousing Laura (she´s a graphic designer and she is like 45 years old) was devastated cos her boyfriend broke up with her. Every single thing she told me, and even the conversations after that with one of her friends and a neightbor, was like... omg.... this is even more stupid that what i thought about what had happened with Pablo,

I felt again so stupid, i mean, they were saying, "Laura is so old and talented, and she´s having emotional problems as she was a 17 years old girl"...

Oh fuck... i wanted to die yesterday xD seriously, her situation was an absolut nonsense,  and i had one of the worsest days of my life the oher day for being childish and oveprotective... I´m so freaking intense sometimes that i even dont toletare myself xD

When i was driving to my house i heard my phone and i check it out, it was seriously like "Oh damm it.."

Pablo wrote me saying sorry for not answering me before, and being as sweet and natural as he´s always with me.

Holy shit sometimes i´m so freaking idiot D:




That´s a little resume of my life:

I´m dying with my studies
I´m studying like a mother fucker (said by Pablo)
I´m tired cos i have to woke up early every day
I´m suffering and loving at same time
I have a creative and social critical situation
I´m listening too much Rammstein (too much)
I have a champagne bottle right her alongside me :/
I have orange hair now
I love BJDs more than ever. here is my DOA profile www.denofangels.com/forums/mem…
I still love make up and those girly stuffs... i´m learning to make up even better than before (how humble am i sometimes)
I should be studing right now... So, Good ye for now i have to read 10.000 poems
Oh! I´m also listening Oasis (wonderwall lryrics are beautiful)

Loves ya Izzy.