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Me, my stuffs and my pointless life

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 9, 2013, 8:49 AM


Hey guys how are you doing? seems like millions of years since i wrotte my last entry here. I have been online all this days just that not expending too much time on DA. You can find me easily on my Facebook www.facebook.com/IzzyBTK or in my twitter @IzzyBTK. Why do i give you those links, cos there are many people inDA i dont want to miss contact with and i often check out those account in my phone or in my laptop :)

Iīm gonna be honest, the last days i havenīt any wish on logging in DA. I dont know, i dont feel like iīm having fun anymore, so seldom i log in and post something or answer some comments. I also havenīt made ay new drawing (as the ones i use to do) Since my Simone Simonsīs one. That doesnt means iīm leaving this, is just that finally i will take deviant art as a hobby and not as a priority in my life. I still draw, but simple stuffs, some sketches. Funny simple cute and free sketches, forgetting about all the rules of making a traditional artwork with pastels, watercolors, charcoal, graphite anything.

I love to draw, is one of the only expressions that i find to express a deep feeling or a vision, a costume or something i like. But i dont have the time and the creativity at the moment for doing complex drawings.

But i dont feel confortable enough for sharing those drawings :/ they are personal -.-! a little of improvisation and some original characters so is not gonna be easy to undersand.

In other stuffs iīm planning to leave this country as soon as posible and leave to study in USA (yei cheers on me). Is not a mistery t nobody hat USA is not my favorite country, but being honest and realist is the best choice i have. Sounds crazy and my mother is not happy at all with the idea, but whatever, i dont pretend to stand in this place anymore.

Talking you about other aspect of my life... my emotional life is a disaster. The man of my life still fuck off my mind and dont leave me think clearly. My family is a natural disaster but that is also not a mistery cos i wrotte many journals explaining that.

I want to leave everything behind, like having a new life, letting people, dreams expectations, skills, thoughts behind. I dont want to conserve almost anything. I wish i culd live a new life, different people different points of view and different wishes. A different place, enviroment, i don tknow. Start all over again.

I wish there was a reset button in the life :/ but with a different home.

What else....?

Iīm pointless. I feel like i dont have anything to fight for, and thatīs getting me bored. This place makes me feel like this :/ i dont have to much to aspire for and like an already written and programed curse of life.

Iīm reading too much philosophy... But is nice to feel that something you think has a reason to be and others had feel the same way.

Iīm not leaving DA, just saying that i wont be in this place as i used to cos i dont feel anymore that need. I think maybe one day that wish will come back but now iīm a free soul, i wont do something i dont like too. And DA is not the only stuffs on that situation... Latelly i really dont want to do anything.

Graphics by luzhikaru
CSS by Anysayuri
Mini thumb code by thespook
  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: Intoxicated - Lacuna Coil
  • Reading: Werther - Goethe
  • Watching: The walking dead
  • Playing: Tomb Raider
  • Eating: weird stuffs
  • Drinking: Tequila Sunrise

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IzzyKaulitz
Izzy
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Venezuela
Hello welcome to my profile ;) my name is Isabella Maria but the most of you may call me Izzy. I´m an 18 years old enginery student, artist and lover, who only wants to meet awesome new friends and became a better person. I used to consider myself as arrogant and selfish, but the years have teached me that i´m human, i am not the best one, and others have the same chances as me. Then i stop beliving that, and i realized that i´m not perfect, and nobody expects perfection from me.

I am a normal girl who studies and work hard for fulfilling her dreams, someone who didn´t belive in love and now is truly convinced that it exist. No more bad feelings for me, no more sorrow and no more sadness.

So if you are interested, i am a nice person, i´m gentle, i´m kind, i´m generous and i´m happy. I used to want to became the best artist in my stile, now that i think i was really far from my goal, cos i will never win if i´m not humble and if i have not the correct motivation for doing that.

So now i decided to don´t care about the skill level of my art. I´m better now, becouse enjoy it. And that´s what all of you must to do, forget about competence and enjoy what you do, and do it for yourself and for those you love.

That´s a short description of who i am...


That freak up there is me...

I love:

:bulletpink: Apocalyptica
:bulletpink: Tokio Hotel
:bulletpink: Nightwish
:bulletpink: Metallica
:bulletpink: Evanescence
:bulletpink: Black Veil Brides
:bulletpink: Korn
:bulletpink: Within Temptation
:bulletpink: Epica
:bulletpink: Eluveitie
:bulletpink: Queen
:bulletpink: Guns & Roses
:bulletpink: Folk metal
:bulletpink: Simphonic metal
:bulletpink: Thrash metal
:bulletpink: Heavy metal
:bulletpink: Classical music
:bulletpink: Final Fantasy
:bulletpink: Surreal art
:bulletpink: Renaissance
:bulletpink: Watercolors
:bulletpink: Photography
:bulletpink: Frienship
:bulletpink: Make up
:bulletpink: Dolls
:bulletpink: Assassin´s Creed


I am an enginery student. Proud of my vision and happy with my acomplishments!

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There goes a little special collection that i made of lots of ways for saying the most beautiful words to someone :heart:

German- Ich liebe dich
Dutch- Ik hou van jou
hebrew- ani ochevet otach
Lithuanian- Aš Tave Myliu
English - I love you
Welsh - Caru ti
Polish - Kocham Cię
French - Je T'aime
Swedish - jag älskar dig
Hindu - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte Hae
Czech - Miluji Te
Slovakian - Lu'Bim Ta
Italian - Ti Amo
Ukrainian - Ya Tebe Kahayu
Chinese - Wo Ai Ni
Greek - S'agapo
Hawaiian - Aloha Wau Ia Oi
Arabic - ana Bahbak - أنا بحبك
Hebrew - ani ohev otach
Korean - Sa Rang Hae Yo
Japanese - Ai Shi Te Ru
Romanian - Te Iubsec
Bosnian - Volim Te
Albanian - Te Dua
Filipino - Mahal Kita
Spanish - Te Amo
Cambodian - Bong salang oun
Portuguese - Eu amo-te
Persian - doostet daram دوستت دارم
Indonesian - Aku cinta kamu
Turkish - seni seviyorum
Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua
Russian - Я тебя люблю (ia tibia lioubliou)
Norwegian - Jeg elsker deg
Danish - Jeg elsker dig

Feel free to comment a new way of saying "i love you" in your own language :) after all, i made this list becouse of my dear friends kind comments! :aww:


My art is inspired in the music i like and the bands i admire!

Classical music stamp by TollerkaUnashamed Stamp: Music by KisayaMystI love Music Stamp by Rikku2011stamp.3 by verenaschwarzRock music stamp by Tollerka
Stamp: I love MUSIC by simplyrolemodel:thumb56764681:heavy metal STAMP by peterdzigniPod Touch Stamp by SonicRules8
CD Stamp by MacabreVampireiPod Touch Stamp by tanabatablossomMetal fan stamp by deviantStampsStamp: Symphonic Metal by faeryl-moombaSymphonic Metal by Skuld-Youngest-Norn
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Venom-V13 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014
Happy Birthday!!
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IzzyKaulitz Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you honey!
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Sure thing, you're welcome! ;)
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IzzyKaulitz Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Jejejej what a beautiful message, thank you very much :icondragonhugplz:
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